Hey there, beautiful souls!
I know I haven't written a blog in a while, but I am excited to start this up again! Recently it has hit me that I've been feeling... restless. Maybe it's an early midlife crisis, or maybe it's just part of growing up. But I feel like I'm standing at a crossroads, with the road behind me clear, and the path ahead a little hazy. I have this urge to learn new things, explore the world, and make a real impact—but I don't exactly know how to start.
Have you ever felt like you're being pulled in a new direction, but you can't quite figure out if it's your own desires or if it's God whispering in your ear? That's where I am right now. It's a mix of excitement and anxiety, hope and confusion. I keep praying, asking God for guidance, trying to discern His voice amid the noise of everyday life. Sometimes, I think I hear Him, and other times, I wonder if it's just my own thoughts echoing back at me.
One of the verses I've been leaning on during this time is Jeremiah 29:11: "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." It's a comforting thought, knowing that even when I don't have a clear plan, God does. He's got this blueprint for my life that I'm slowly uncovering, and all I need to do is trust Him.
But let's be honest, trusting isn't always easy. When I look around, I see so many people my age who seem to have it all figured out—their careers, relationships, even their weekend plans. And here I am, just trying to figure out what's next. I feel God is leading me toward something bigger, something that can impact a lot of people, but I don't have the details yet.
So, what do I do? I keep praying. I ask God to give me the clarity and courage to take the next step, even if I don't know where it's leading. I remind myself that faith isn't about having all the answers; it's about trusting in the journey. Proverbs 16:9 says, "In their hearts humans plan their course, but the Lord establishes their steps." It's a reminder that while I can dream and plan, ultimately, God is the one guiding me.
I also try to stay open to new experiences. I sign up for classes, meet new people, and explore places I've never been. I'm hoping that by expanding my horizons, I'll start to see the path God has laid out for me. And while it's scary not knowing where I'll end up, there's also a certain freedom in letting go and letting God lead.
If you're feeling something similar, like you're at a crossroads and unsure where to turn, I hope you find comfort in knowing that you're not alone. Trust that God has a plan for you, even if it's not clear right now. Keep praying, keep exploring, and keep moving forward. You might just be on the brink of something amazing.
Thanks for reading, and I'd love to hear your thoughts. If you've been through something like this or have any advice, please share in the comments below. Let's support each other as we navigate this journey of faith and self-discovery.
Until next time,
Payton Duncan
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