Hey beautiful souls! As I sit down to pour my heart into this blog post, I can't help but reflect on the crazy journey that has been 2023. It's been a year of heartbreaks, unexpected twists, and soul-searching moments that have reshaped me in profound ways.
At the beginning of the year, I was dancing on clouds, envisioning a future with someone I believed was my forever. Little did I know that life had a different script for me. The universe threw me into the deep end with a breakup that left me shattered and questioning everything I thought I knew about love and commitment.
In the midst of this emotional storm, I found myself losing not only the person I loved but also a part of who I was. The job that once felt like a second home, intertwined with my passion for volleyball, suddenly became a source of pain. Eleven years of dedication to the sport, and now it felt like I was losing both my love for the game and the security of my career.
To add salt to the wound, news of losing my job hit me like a freight train. It's funny how life tests you when you're already at your lowest. In those dark days, I discovered the true colors of the people around me. Some friends turned out to be mere acquaintances, while others revealed themselves as pillars of support. It was a painful lesson in discerning genuine connections.
Amidst the chaos, a furry guardian angel entered my life – my puppy. This little ball of fur became my source of joy, offering unconditional love and healing during a time when I needed it most. In the midst of adversity, I found solace in making the life-altering decision to be baptized, reaffirming my faith and finding strength in the midst of the storm.
Cleaning house became a necessity, and I had to let go of toxic relationships that were holding me back. Moving back home which has been extremely challenging, but it has allowed me to connect with my family more. It was during this time that I rediscovered my love for volleyball by getting a college coaching job. This job has been light in a storm, and I am so happy to say I love volleyball and playing it all over again. New friendships blossomed, and the bond with my sister deepened, becoming a silver lining in the midst of the storm.
Career uncertainty still looms, and the path forward isn't crystal clear. However, through the trials of this year, I've uncovered a reservoir of strength within myself. The journey of self-discovery has led to a rekindling of self-love, making me realize that even in the face of uncertainty, I am enough.
As I turn the page on 2023, I carry with me the lessons of resilience, the unwavering support of true friends, and the healing power of faith. One verse that has guided me through this tumultuous journey is Isaiah 41:10 – "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."
With newfound strength and a heart filled with gratitude, I eagerly anticipate bidding farewell to this challenging year. Bring it on, 2024! I'm ready for new beginnings, fresh adventures, and a future shaped by the lessons of the past. As Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds me, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight."
Here's to embracing resilience, finding joy in the journey, and welcoming the promise of a brighter tomorrow. Cheers to a new year filled with hope, growth, and the endless possibilities that lie ahead!
All the best,
Payton Duncan
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